A Clarification and a Thank You...

Where better to begin than to say 

thank you 

to each of you dear souls who have taken the time

 to lift me up here and send me words of support.

I love you all, and thank you seems like such an inadequate word sometimes.

In my previous post, I communicated
the frustration I have been feeling,

 with the pressure I have placed on myself of late.

I realize now that due to omitting some key facts,
I mistakenly led you to believe that

 it was blogging which was taking a toll on me.

Not so.

Without divulging too much just yet,
I am being presented with opportunities to take my

 photography to a much higher level.

There are very real opportunities available to me which

 could lead to something big.

But....

{there's always one of those....}

I am acutely aware that right now,
I don't have the proper equipment to get
the job done on a professional level.

When you are shooting interiors for editorial work,

you need more than just an entry level DSLR and kit lens.

And right now? Can't afford to upgrade.

And renting equipment?
A viable option, but only if it comes with a helper
to come along and help me figure it out.

Remember what I cryptically alluded to in my last post?

Do you ever feel like your opportunities and ambitions
exceed your talents and abilities?
( or in this case, equipment)

Hence my dilemma.

Lots to think and pray about.

I tend to believe that if I'm being offered these things now,
that the opportunities

 will likely be available once I upgrade my equipment.

Or maybe not.

But that's where trust and belief comes in.

Trust in God and belief in myself.
And some days, I don't know which is harder.

Usually the latter.

Back to work now.

Have a beautiful week, my beautiful friends!